Thorsday

Okay, so, today was a test of will power, I think.I woke up this morning not wanting to exercise. I laid in bed, and laid in bed some more, just wanting to go back to sleep for about 50 years. But I got up. Still considered not exercising. Hemmed and hawed some more... until I finally just DID IT.Workout 2 of Jillian Michael's Beginner Shred and man did it shred my will to live. In a good way though? If that even makes sense. I pushed through the voice in my head telling me that I could just skip exercising. I pushed through and told that voice where to stick it. And did it. That felt really good.Day 8 of 12 was good! Though later one when I was sitting down for dinner I got a text from my boss that has now made the 12 streak 14. Le Sigh. Makin' it rain, makin' it rain...One other test of will was that for the first time since I started my lifestyle change journey, I was hangry for a really big, juicy cheeseburger with bacon on it. And fries, lots of fries. I wanted it so badly that my eyes were crossing. I wanted a sundae too (thanks best friend...). But you know what I ate? I ate pepper pizzas. Basically a mini pizza with green peppers as the 'crust.' And it was good. And I'm okay. For now anyway.Camp NaNo did not go forward again at all today. I really want to get that win. I just feel like I haven't really had a chance to sit down and focus on my writing with this gigantic stretch of work days. But I don't want to get too far behind, because in a matter of days we'll be HALF WAY THROUGH JULY. It's amazing. It's almost a month before I report for my first ever day of my big girl job.Well, I'm off to bed. Hopefully the will to get out of bed and exercise tomorrow morning will be better than it was today. Fingers crossed for me, guys.Ciao, friends!